Random # 28

Your anger is unfortunate,but I understand why. I accept it. But please explain to me your disappointment. Because when you don’t get angry, when you look at me with those disappointed eyes, my heart hurts.

no more

nah… i’ve endured enough for you
no more shall i come to your rescue
a toy to play with and then
shove it under the bed
discarded. disposed off
away from any living gaze

while you roam around with
someone else
catering to every whims of
this creature
and i endure…
pain… regret… loss.

only for you to come back with
tears to soak my shirt
and me to just be happy while
i cry… i shout… i tremble…
to blind eyes and deaf ears
no more

this, here is when
i let you go
this, here, is when
i take a stand
this, here, is when
i become free!

heartburn

a string cut haphazardly through the skies and the world is at its knees
weak, feeble men and complaints. happy with ignorance of own undoing
lies and betrayal and blame onto others, just for a good night’s sleep
and the world burns… and the world burns