Category Archives: Just

Something

Gotta write. Gotta write. Gotta write.

Write what? Something… Anything!

Ok, then. Here it is. ‘Something’!

Meh. That was horrible.

Now, now… I said gotta write. Nothing about writing non-meh stuff.

Empty Days

Another uneventful day. I feel a bit tired of these days. There was a time when I loved uneventful days. But that seems to have changed. I feel the need to do something and yet I find it difficult to do anything. And I’ve tried. A lot. But for some reason either I am not into it or it’s just boring. No idea where I’ll go from here. Feeling uninspired and dull. Just want it to end.

Random # 7

Sometimes, time heals a lot of things. Perspective is important. Getting away from things will help you understand them better. How bad do you want it? A fog disappears when you give it enough time. So, don’t rush it.

will it get better?

yesterday i was sleeping on a big bed, legs in leisure, paramount comfort. today, i can touch the opposite wall with absolutely no strain. i cannot stretch my legs. i can’t find any way to get comfortable.

to come to a new city and realize how people take advantage of people in need is not something i like. but, i can’t be too surprised. last time i was here, it had the same problems. the room was bigger though. more… roomier. this one cant be called a room. it’s a travesty that shouldn’t exist. i tried to adjust to it but it is fucking hard. placing a laptop on the bed that’s barely two feet wide and to try and rest… with my two bags that can’t fit anywhere, because there isn’t any place.

i am disappointed because this was supposed to help me study, get in the zone. how can i do that if the first problem that i need to solve is to be able to sit down quietly? i can hear others through the walls… people not more than five feet away from me. less than five hours and i am fed up. tired. and lost. i can’t get out for a month and this… this prison is all i got. such a different perspective, this. sad and lonely and miserable and in pain.