the sweet nothings i whispered
were for you, not for one soul another
i thought we were together, up or down
here i am, without a shadow, full of doubt
tell me why? isn’t it the least i deserve
after all i lost, an answer to remember
shards of trust through broken heart
never again am i letting you close
i see myself in your eyes
the way you turn, the way you move
carrying the weight of the world
still smiling, waiting for me
i see you from afar, afraid
for a bit too close, will bring you harm
but my love for you my love
will be forever
i wait for you, i pine for you
for our time is measured, a moment
without you, an eternity
you’re the one for me
i can’t see you anymore
for you are eclipsed with someone
i see you cry, your fury
uncontrollable
a sudden shift in your nature
is not unnatural to me, but for beings
mortal, i implore your mercy
they are our children
the eclipse will end my love
the clouds will part and we’ll be together
for it is written
by skies
lust
the more i stare
the more they stare back
i just want him
the one behind the mirror
gluttony
why am i to save
a life that’s not mine
for i am better
far better than you
greed
don’t pray for me
i don’t desire blessings
if you want however
your money will do
sloth
i could’ve eased your
pain when you were hurting
maybe next time
i’m busy tonight
wrath
you, insignificant you
i won’t let you get away
with what you did to me
my wrath will destroy you
envy
you chose him
the clown who made you laugh
after all the things
i bought you
pride
if you think it’ll work
i pity your rotten life
for there’s no one better
than me, i’m rejecting you
i was always better
there were no mistakes i made
she’s the one who couldn’t
understand my eminence
Long road, gorgeous twilight
Happy, content. No iota of care
I loved the moments I missed her
I miss the moments I loved her
Brutal are the nights
When you get in fights
Brutal are the days
When I get some space
Brutal is the moment
When you lament
Brutal is the time
When I’m fine
Brutal is my life
When you speculate rife
Brutal is my being
When I’m trusting
Brutal life no more
Euphoria at my core
The moment you I ditch
Bitch!
Shining sun with lightning doubts,
Hiding behind frightening clouds,
Endless I wait…
Wandered my thoughts far and near,
Anxious my soul for a glimpse of my dear,
She came in late…
Still stood the heaven; still stood the earth,
Oh! For those divine eyes that’s totally worth.
Charm that would turn even gloom to smile
Lame felt my heart; suddenly a meter was a mile.
Oracle within me yelled: Go ahead, proceed,
She even stood in anticipation, she surely did.
Earnest my approach, just diffident for a while;
Breeze through her hairs; Oh! My heart skipped a beat,
Utter a word? Even composure was a feat,
Truth be told…
I messed up!
