Tough not to panic thinking about the future… especially if it looks nonexistent. The best hope is to take one day at a time. And let tomorrow come to us.
Category Archives: Self
Limbo
I’ve been in a limbo half my life. Stuck at the same place I so desperately wanted to try for the first time. It looked out of my comfort zone. A nice challenge. And now, years have passed and it has become the ultimate comfort. all I want, all I need – is to be able to get out of this comfort zone, and into a fiery pit that would make me run like never before.
All I keep thinking about is the various ways i can employ to achieve this goal. And somehow, nothing seems to work. Even if I start the whole thing afresh. I can’t understand why I am being tested in such a manner that all I can see is haze before my eyes and fear in my mind. Does it mean that I don’t have what it takes to get out of the pitiful position I’m in? Am I responsible for all of this? Whatever ‘this’ is…
I’ve had thoughts of giving up. But my mind just can’t do it. So weak! And that is why here I am, a fool, trying and trying to get somewhere. Waking up everyday thinking today will be different, and going to bed at night with just a replay of the past days, just like the days before, jut like the days before.
Erratic Thoughts # 39
Seems that the world has totally lost it. Entitlement of the highest level and the assumption that we are always right and others always wrong. It’s not like I am not a culprit here. Everyone is doing it. And everyone thinks they are doing it for the right reasons. Unfortunately, all we get as a result is complete anarchy and chaos making it impossible to find what’s true anymore.
21st century everyone!
Erratic Thoughts # 38
The confluence of ideas sometimes will give the illusion that the problems are solved, when in fact they are about to get you in an ocean of trouble.
Erratic Thoughts # 37
It is nice, this feeling. Can’t place it though. Must be the joy… That only friends could bring, when the days are dark, and nights darker!
Just pondering
When are you considered a grown up? Is it when you are out on your own, earning money, spending money? Or is it when you realize that you need to start earning money to spend money? Yes, there’s a difference in the two things in my opinion. Does realization matter, or reality?
The death of thoughts
The masses coming together blindly, believing bonker baseless bullshit because barricaded brains bomb bright, blossoming buds.
Erratic Thoughts # 36
A good book will open up the mind like no other thing. The more you read, the more you want to. The more you learn, the more you want to. I feel like I’ve found a new life. With the excitement of opening a new book and the thrill to close another. TO THE NEW WORLD!!!
Binary Thoughts
I wonder when technology crosses the threshold of helping us and veers into us helping the technology. When does it stop working for us and makes us its slave? Often, the line is so blurry that we can’t even recognize if it exists. Denial and ignorance become our currency in the virtual world, and then in the real one too.
Seems strange, every time I write about technology, I am using technology to write. To get my thoughts across. Do we all know and won’t say it out loud, or are we at peace with it? Or maybe there’s nothing wrong in the first place.
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