Category Archives: Self

i wonder what it’d be like
to go back to old ways
will the current failures
be replaced
by past success

To be so dependent on technology that your fully functional body faces avoidable handicap is not the way to go…

perhaps there is a way to salvage
this crumbling existence
and stop getting washed away
in the sea of filth and dirt

It becomes increasingly difficult to keep track of what is good for you when you are hell bent on sabotaging yourself. No matter how much positivity you try to infuse in your day, everything goes up in smoke when you realize that the only one holding you back is you. And thus begins the never ending cycle…

Hard to find words when life can’t find a road to walk on.

I wish to do so much. And yet, I find myself only wishing. Never doing it. Stuck in the penrose stairs. Just trying to find a way out. Somehow, even fate has grown bored with me. No bones thrown this way. All I can think of is to be able to make a change. To be able to look into the eyes of people and not see pity. To be free of the burden of monotony. To just be…

It is difficult to find a semblance of hope in life when the world moves on and you don’t.

maybe there’ll come a time
when happiness will be normal
right now, a smile feels like
a road to disaster

If it’s not coming from the heart, it’s ok to not do it.