screeching soul

a life in balance, hung
and stares stuck to screen
unforgiving heart skipping beats
just waiting for a ring

but the light never turned
even with signals high
clinging hope slipping away
and sad reality, nigh

what i thought a serious business
for you was just a game
you broke my soul, crushed my dreams
i curse you all the same

Erratic Thoughts # 18

Being nervous is good in moderation. No fear, and you end up over confident and under performed. A lot of it, and you are crippling yourself irrespective of how good you actually are. Learn to let go of the things you think are very important for a little while. When you realize you can live without them, you end up getting better. And you end up appreciating it more.