i miss my friends
scattered around every which way
i miss my friends
a song overheard
we used to sing together, out of tune
lyrically lazy
cheapest soda
only to get more and more, wasting time
how precious
riding a moped
sitting four with olympian skills
on a flat tyre
not lazy, now crazy busy
gulping pricey liquids alone
four seater, sits one
Oh… Nothing, nothing, nothing…
Just walking on an empty road with no destination
a day goes by
hours, spent
but without you
eternity, it meant
blinded by the smile
unworried what lies underneath
unbeknownst, your penchant
to use a commodity that i am
and throw me away
night before the morn
desperate and alone
cloudy fog on my mind
thought i left all that behind
but nothing really changes
just waiting from the fringes
a lonesome shadow
here now, gone tomorrow
Days flow. Words, not so much!
Not feeling poetic today. Sometimes life sucks for no reason. A metaphor is unnecessary.
Sleepless nights
An unnerving dream
A horrifying question
A scarier reality
Have you ever had to do a calorie count? I started doing that a few days ago and it is hard. Instead of finding ways to eat healthy, I try to find mislabeled and misleading products on the app.
I downed half a tub of ice cream yesterday and managed to find the product added by someone where they… ahem… forgot to add sugar. Yay! I met my goal.
In all seriousness though, when you are confronted with the reality, you tend to either face it head on, or ignore it completely. And it’s easy to ignore. Somehow I felt guilty all day. But then I reminded myself how good the taste was and I felt free again.
I think the most difficult part is to follow through. A day missed, and you are back on the bandwagon of unhealthy diet. Hopefully this wasn’t one of those days.
I might choose to update my progress on the blog every now and again just to keep myself accountable. Until then, sugar free coke zero will be my best friend… Kidding! I was thinking red bull!
