The net was down today. It’s one of the most frustrating experience one could possibly have. I know we are not supposed to rely so heavily on it but we are way past that. Not being able to function properly with just the knowledge of the absence of Internet gets me into a crazy state of mind. It doesn’t matter of I need to use it immediately… Just the idea of its absence makes me cringe. Maybe I’ll handle myself well next time. This is not one of those.
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unpaved trail
the unknown path,
why is it calling me
everyone’s left the shore
why is it showing me the way
i breath because of you
i see the world
but the eyes are yours
i exist because of you
i am used to it now
i walk this lonely road
unending, unbending
i stop on this lonely road
unrepentant, unburdened
i am used to it now
this path, what do they want
they are immovable
these limbs, what do they want
they are unstoppable
i am used to it now
random # 2
scrambling for thoughts
an iota of sense
a decisive wind
floating away
a question worth
for life, ending in
agony and pain
felt piercing through a heart
No Post, no problem
Easy to forget busy days
Fog
A fog so dense, my path seems lost
Fear so intense, a heartbeat left at most
A light in this desperation is all I want
Nightmares I have won’t cease to haunt
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Reincarnation: do you believe in it?
Being afraid of the unknown is part of life. There are many different answers to this question. Philosophical search of self might lead to results unimaginable. Is it reincarnation if you found out something new about yourself that changes the core of who you are? Is it reincarnation if you leave your past behind and start anew? Is every Monday a reincarnation day? Different answers for different thoughts.
And then there’s science. The cold hard facts studied minutely in an attempt to obtain a solid result. There’s no irrefutable evidence that suggests the possibility of reincarnation. When you die, you die. Your brain deteriorates like every other part of your body. All information stores in it, lost. Never to be found again. Well, not in the same form, at least. But then again, even science tells that every cell in the body dies and replaced in about seven years. That’s a new body you have right there. You could consider that to be reincarnation if you choose.
At the end of the day, it’s all about perception. Choosing to believe without is still just a belief. And choosing to ignore facts is not gonna change reality. I don’t believe in reincarnation in the strictest sense of the word. However, I am open to it in a scientific way and in a philosophical way if it means starting fresh. But, I don’t know.
random # 1
the easiest days to forget are the days when you were the happiest
the toughest days to forget are the days when you were sad
shhhhhh……
a secret in those eyes
hidden away, locked
the betrayal and the lies
i feel i’m being mocked
a feeling uneasy, every time
i look at you now
and you say everything’s fine
yet you broke the vow
would you gain back the trust
so unceremoniously broken
or give in again to lust
and be just a token
a secret never for another ear
but only for those eyes
staring through the crumpled mirror
and with it, it shall die
Inertia
The daily prompts are getting a bit boring now. I don’t know if that’s due to me trying to do most of them or because they are actually boring. Or maybe the rut is getting to me. I don’t want that. But sometimes you can’t control these things. The whole point is to be able to get through and come out the other side. I’m trying that.
Right now, it’s getting difficult to manage life. I feel pretty stressed out about tomorrow. And tomorrow I’ll feel the same about the day after. What I need right now is some change in the everyday proceedings. It’s funny how difficult any transition can be. Being unsure of yourself seems to be part of the job.
As to how long this will take is something I can’t put my finger on. There’s something called theory of inertia which states that objects that are moving or stationary will remain to do so unless acted upon by an external force. That’s actually the first law of motion. Seems to resonate a lot in life, not just the realm of physics. I need to find an external force to get out of this inertia. Act, you imbalanced force, act.
