trust

the sweet nothings i whispered
were for you, not for one soul another
i thought we were together, up or down
here i am, without a shadow, full of doubt

tell me why? isn’t it the least i deserve
after all i lost, an answer to remember
shards of trust through broken heart
never again am i letting you close

eternal love

i see myself in your eyes
the way you turn, the way you move
carrying the weight of the world
still smiling, waiting for me

i see you from afar, afraid
for a bit too close, will bring you harm
but my love for you my love
will be forever

i wait for you, i pine for you
for our time is measured, a moment
without you, an eternity
you’re the one for me

i can’t see you anymore
for you are eclipsed with someone
i see you cry, your fury
uncontrollable

a sudden shift in your nature
is not unnatural to me, but for beings
mortal, i implore your mercy
they are our children

the eclipse will end my love
the clouds will part and we’ll be together
for it is written
by skies

now streaming : life

there’s so much to say so much
to discuss
unimaginable that all this while
we never
the stories you wanted to tell me
that night
how about when the cops stopped us
one time
a whole lot has happened since last
we spoke
the glint in your wide green eyes
i missed
the hint of the smile you flash
has evoked
let’s go out, talk, have fun just get
ready stat
connection is back, never mind, go
online, we’ll chat

food for thought

it just so happens that
this feeling inside me
is eating me away

getting stronger everyday
it behooves me to submit
to the hunger pangs

search for inner peace
in pieces of chicken butter masala
or prawns well made

forgetting the world for a bite
or for getting cheat meal on diet
pbj. enough said

i would travel far and wide
if a hotel serves best side
and fresh eggs laid

yes, i live to eat. that’s cause
i have a life. un robot like. what’s
the point in being hungry and dead