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if success were easy
it would be common
to a fault, with no one
vying to attain it

that’s why so many of us
leave the journey
midway, when it seems
farther, unattainable

success is a slow jog
run breakneck, and give
up the dream, to ever
witness the joy

it’s a steady stream
that you get inch by inch
one foot ahead of
other, like a marathon

desperate

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the world around me
crumbling carelessly
and there i stand
on the edge of despair

who am i if all is lost
why am i the one still
here and now as it ends
lone, sad and mourning

should i feel guilty
of making it all the way
or should i rejoice
for i am still standing

maybe i should look closer
as the world still spins
and it’s me alone, gone
clinging to hope

fading memories

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the days of sunshine and rain
are now a memory, a dream distant
wish i could relive them again
and drown the sorrow this instant

why can’t the mirror see that far
but just a moment passed instead
and reassure gloom it won the war
reveling coldly in those eyes dead

all i’m left with are memories now
for my present is forever alone
but can the furure be hopeful somehow
or all my happiness is forever gone

miserable bully

a laughing stock for everyone
that’s all i am anymore
made a fool again, and then some
disheartened to the core

what was it that i did to you
was it really my folly
or was it a ploy to humiliate me
for my tears made you jolly

are you happy with my misery now
did it bring you joy
or are you another misery yourself
and this happiness, just a ploy

unrequited

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it’s been too long to count
the days of my love for you
immovable through stormy life
yet unrequited throughout

my use to you was to be used
for your whims were my commands
only to be discarded after
like stale news of old yester

at least you could’ve hated me
i would’ve cherished the vehemence
all i could see was indifference
unworthy to elicit an emotion