so engrossed in the fear of failure
even the time got bored and ran away
and with it went my chance of success
left with twiddling thumbs and no sway
Tag Archives: Poem
raft and shore
here we are, once again
delirious and daft
with the same mistakes
thrown off of raft
never learned to swim
for pride was high
desperate, limbs flailed
and shore was nigh
drenched in self shame
with feet on ground
ignoring snide laughs
waiting, ships abound
here we are, once again
resolute and unwavering
learning new mistakes
for success most daring
quatrain # 8
resisting the urge to restore insanity
for it is tough to be sane
in this world of narcissistic vanity
somehow rationality is vain
recovery failed
a backup of memories collected
over years of touching screens
never to be looked at again
and yet as if those experiences
went away with a wrong button
leaving behind nothing but pain
not another number
now you listen to me
i’m not gonna be just a number
in the toll of this world
plus when born, minus when dead
i matter, i won’t cease to
until my dying breath and after
mirror
yeah, i get it. i’ve to bear you
again. and again. and again
as much as i hate you, i need you
for my own sanity
power hungry
drunk with power these peasants
for the first time
great power and no responsibility
to stare down decent people
just cause
and snicker away at their plight
why is power so corrupt for newbs
who can’t reflect
an iota of self regulation
whiling away uneducated brains
on things random
crowning themselves kings
jealous
if i read what you have to say
am i to like it if it’s good
or should i be jealous
for you achieved what i couldn’t
the depth in your words
the pain in your lines
and all i can muster up
are some nonsensical rhymes
i am full of doubt and mediocrity
but you a wizard of words
my reverence for you is taking over
and yet can’t stop feeling jealous
more waiting
waiting for changes, automatic
is just stretching failure
what am i to do with anger near
and no soul sympathetic
the question is not unprepared
and answers known
but with confidence gone
why wonder if the heart is scared
a chance is needed, and that’s it
yet beats thump delaying plunge
and mind waiting to lunge
just to conquer defeat