not today, my love
not when the skies bleed
not when the lands parch
not when the clocks stop
don’t break my heart
Tag Archives: poetry
unconditional betrayal
a moment of your time
for stories untold
a slice of your life
for secrets you sold
betrayal, loss, mistrust
i still can’t say no
afraid to lose you forever
why can’t i let you go
a call out of the blue
i miss my friends
scattered around every which way
i miss my friends
a song overheard
we used to sing together, out of tune
lyrically lazy
cheapest soda
only to get more and more, wasting time
how precious
riding a moped
sitting four with olympian skills
on a flat tyre
not lazy, now crazy busy
gulping pricey liquids alone
four seater, sits one
tick-tock
a day goes by
hours, spent
but without you
eternity, it meant
no shelf life
blinded by the smile
unworried what lies underneath
unbeknownst, your penchant
to use a commodity that i am
and throw me away
lone
night before the morn
desperate and alone
cloudy fog on my mind
thought i left all that behind
but nothing really changes
just waiting from the fringes
a lonesome shadow
here now, gone tomorrow
unpaved trail
the unknown path,
why is it calling me
everyone’s left the shore
why is it showing me the way
i breath because of you
i see the world
but the eyes are yours
i exist because of you
i am used to it now
i walk this lonely road
unending, unbending
i stop on this lonely road
unrepentant, unburdened
i am used to it now
this path, what do they want
they are immovable
these limbs, what do they want
they are unstoppable
i am used to it now
shhhhhh……
a secret in those eyes
hidden away, locked
the betrayal and the lies
i feel i’m being mocked
a feeling uneasy, every time
i look at you now
and you say everything’s fine
yet you broke the vow
would you gain back the trust
so unceremoniously broken
or give in again to lust
and be just a token
a secret never for another ear
but only for those eyes
staring through the crumpled mirror
and with it, it shall die
trust
the sweet nothings i whispered
were for you, not for one soul another
i thought we were together, up or down
here i am, without a shadow, full of doubt
tell me why? isn’t it the least i deserve
after all i lost, an answer to remember
shards of trust through broken heart
never again am i letting you close
