Corrupted souls chipping away innocence
Another life to ruin with gross ignorance
Partaking in sins of all kinds and measure
As if ravaging hearts is ultimate treasure
But here i stand resolute, power and will
Laughing away as dimwits go for the kill
Earnestly showing them just the preamble
I’m not weak, not fragile, just capable
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worthless?
am i worthless now
to be discarded heartless
never to be remembered
ever again
what used to be confidence
is replaced with fear
all these eyes can see now
is failure
am i worthless now
with the world moving on
why would they have space
for news old
with these feet shaking
but with a mention of fate
seemingly agreeing
they can’t dance anymore
am i worthless now
for the truth is clear
what was once a legend
is lost forever
fading memories
the days of sunshine and rain
are now a memory, a dream distant
wish i could relive them again
and drown the sorrow this instant
why can’t the mirror see that far
but just a moment passed instead
and reassure gloom it won the war
reveling coldly in those eyes dead
all i’m left with are memories now
for my present is forever alone
but can the furure be hopeful somehow
or all my happiness is forever gone
here we go again
another year another chance
another life another dance
another destiny another hope
another dream another rope
my successful mistakes
a dread spread throughout
for a decision can change life
regret will be the only friend
and the wound will be rife
but isn’t it better if it’s me
who is responsible for his own
mistakes that are made on the way
instead of blaming people unknown
so let me face my failure
for success is elusive but nigh
give up myself for a shortcut
my god you must be high
miserable bully
a laughing stock for everyone
that’s all i am anymore
made a fool again, and then some
disheartened to the core
what was it that i did to you
was it really my folly
or was it a ploy to humiliate me
for my tears made you jolly
are you happy with my misery now
did it bring you joy
or are you another misery yourself
and this happiness, just a ploy
leftover lectures
to listen to everyone
with no thoughts
to your thoughts
rambling away their lives
just so you can put on
a face of resemblance
semblance to the ideas
that otherwise are thrown
away, not around
to indulge insanity
momentarily and forgetting
to set a clock against
pain and suffering
from incoherence stretched
for eternity and beyond
wishing all the while
to have the strength
to say – shut up
blaming faults
what has become of life
if not a caricature
living the same day, everyday
and still can’t curse nature
for the fault is but my own
and the mistakes, all mine
and yet i pine to blame else
even cursing the powers divine
how do i get out of this maze
my patience has run out
am i being played with
or is it wolf i shout
unrequited
it’s been too long to count
the days of my love for you
immovable through stormy life
yet unrequited throughout
my use to you was to be used
for your whims were my commands
only to be discarded after
like stale news of old yester
at least you could’ve hated me
i would’ve cherished the vehemence
all i could see was indifference
unworthy to elicit an emotion
