a day goes by
hours, spent
but without you
eternity, it meant
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no shelf life
blinded by the smile
unworried what lies underneath
unbeknownst, your penchant
to use a commodity that i am
and throw me away
lone
night before the morn
desperate and alone
cloudy fog on my mind
thought i left all that behind
but nothing really changes
just waiting from the fringes
a lonesome shadow
here now, gone tomorrow
Wake Up
Sleepless nights
An unnerving dream
A horrifying question
A scarier reality
unpaved trail
the unknown path,
why is it calling me
everyone’s left the shore
why is it showing me the way
i breath because of you
i see the world
but the eyes are yours
i exist because of you
i am used to it now
i walk this lonely road
unending, unbending
i stop on this lonely road
unrepentant, unburdened
i am used to it now
this path, what do they want
they are immovable
these limbs, what do they want
they are unstoppable
i am used to it now
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Reincarnation: do you believe in it?
Being afraid of the unknown is part of life. There are many different answers to this question. Philosophical search of self might lead to results unimaginable. Is it reincarnation if you found out something new about yourself that changes the core of who you are? Is it reincarnation if you leave your past behind and start anew? Is every Monday a reincarnation day? Different answers for different thoughts.
And then there’s science. The cold hard facts studied minutely in an attempt to obtain a solid result. There’s no irrefutable evidence that suggests the possibility of reincarnation. When you die, you die. Your brain deteriorates like every other part of your body. All information stores in it, lost. Never to be found again. Well, not in the same form, at least. But then again, even science tells that every cell in the body dies and replaced in about seven years. That’s a new body you have right there. You could consider that to be reincarnation if you choose.
At the end of the day, it’s all about perception. Choosing to believe without is still just a belief. And choosing to ignore facts is not gonna change reality. I don’t believe in reincarnation in the strictest sense of the word. However, I am open to it in a scientific way and in a philosophical way if it means starting fresh. But, I don’t know.
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the easiest days to forget are the days when you were the happiest
the toughest days to forget are the days when you were sad
shhhhhh……
a secret in those eyes
hidden away, locked
the betrayal and the lies
i feel i’m being mocked
a feeling uneasy, every time
i look at you now
and you say everything’s fine
yet you broke the vow
would you gain back the trust
so unceremoniously broken
or give in again to lust
and be just a token
a secret never for another ear
but only for those eyes
staring through the crumpled mirror
and with it, it shall die
trust
the sweet nothings i whispered
were for you, not for one soul another
i thought we were together, up or down
here i am, without a shadow, full of doubt
tell me why? isn’t it the least i deserve
after all i lost, an answer to remember
shards of trust through broken heart
never again am i letting you close